How much I weigh

Or Anything of much.

Scale is broken, but then again isn't everything?

I go back to college on the 3rd back to hard work out and barely eating.

I miss it actually. I need more control because everything else is getting out of control.

It's like theirs a voice in my head always calling me ugly like i'll never be good enough.

And he just reinforces it. 

Always.

Never good enough ever.